it's the same old drag and you know you don't need none of that.

going through days where it hurts to get to tomorrow even though the sun is shining high and bright but all you can do is sit inside and work. not seeing the end of it. can't handle it anymore. losing control. just dying to be in the sunshine that hasn't been seen in ages. and then a light is suddenly shown. even though i've learned not to really trust anybody, there's always that one person that comes along every once in a while and does something really nice. and yesterday/today i met one of those people in my atrocious visits to court to get a story. she's one of the police officers that holds the accused. i met her initially yestrday but today when i ran into the court room all frazzled, she passed me a note of everything that i missed. and that just made a huge impact on me since i've had such bad luck this week. after that, i got such a great story, and i feel like i've finally gotten something right. the sun is still out and it's impossible to stay in a bad mood. i've got to finish my last essay of the year and three articles basically by tomorrow. and i'm not even that worried. i'm seeing a huge concert tomorrow and the next day (friday coming home). i'm gaining confidence, slowly but surely. i'm accepting things and working with them. girls & i are checking out a fantastic sounding duplex tonight, and we have great hopes for it. eyeopener elections are next week. i have reasonable goals for the summer. soon i'll have a feeling of settlement.


listen to "Energy" and "Same Old Drag" by The Apples in Stereo. now. and you'll instantly be in a great mood.